I am sorry I am still sad.
I am sorry I am always down.
Did I put myself down like that?
Perhaps I never noticed how pathetic I trully was. Until I heard what I heard.
I don't like being this way.
I don't like being myself.
I wish I were better, and I wish I were worthy.
I am always sad. I am always apathetic.
I am always talking about myself.
I am sorry for this.
Please, excuse my stupidness.
Please, forgive my hunger for attention.